It would change everything.
It would make everything right.
Everything would be perfect.

Why can't I just do it?
Why can't I stop wasting time?
Why can't it just go away?

I'm coming to find that nothing's ever that easy.

Maybe it's just the way I'm looking at it.
Maybe I shouldn't look at it as "hard".
Even though it's the hardest thing in the world for me.
I just have to take charge.
I have to stop wasting time.
I need to take control.
This is my life.
I'm going to live it.
I'm going to conquer the demons and the hardships and the weaknesses.
Nothing's going to hold me back.
Everything is going to work out.
I'm asking for strength and discipline.
Please.