Falling In:
It's said to be the most effortless, the most lovely, the most beautiful, and the most heavenly thing.
To love. To fall in love. To feel completed. To feel at home. To feel wanted and needed and crazy in love.
It must be really something.
Falling Out:
It's said to be the easiest, the darkest, the loneliest, the most heartbreaking, and the most poisonous thing.
To not love. To fall out of love. To feel incomplete. To feel completely alone. To feel unwanted and unneeded and thrown away.
It must be really something.
If two people can come to fall in love, how can they fall out? You can't fall one way and then fall another. It defies the laws of nature. Is love just something that isn't even listed in the laws of nature? Is it something that just is? With no theories? Is it too complex or complicated to even begin to explain or figure out?
Or is the complete opposite? So easy and effortless that it needs no explanation?
You see... I have many questions. Questions left unanswered.
Why fall in love, start a life, why love, and live, why be?
Why, if it all ends? Why, if it all just fades away?
Is it that it never existed in the first place?
Is it that it's all just as pointless as all of my questions?
After reading all of this you'd probably think that I'm one of those girls who is cynical and bitter. One who thinks that love doesn't exist.
It's funny, because I bet you haven't met a single person who believes in love more that I do.
I love love. I believe in it more than I believe in anything.
I've found that I don't not believe in love... but that I simply know nothing of it.
I know nothing of love.
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