Our Something(s)...

It's been a while...

What can I say? Summertime, and the living is easy...

This Summer so far has brought so much... So many emotions. So many feelings. So many opinions... So much of something. A something I can't even identify let alone understand...
It's a mixture of feelings and moods. Over thinking is usually what does it. I get lost in my head sometimes. Don't we all? We think, and we think, and we think some more, until every inch of our well being is put through a blender and liquefied until we just cannot bear to think any longer.
I just feel as if lately I want something terribly that is just barely out of reach. Just barely.
Not only something, quite a few things. And yet this something is the very thing I cannot even make out. I suppose I must just search a little harder. I believe the only thing holding me back from finally reaching and grasping this something in life is the only person who can be at times the best and at other times the worst... myself.

I feel a little lost, but I'm sure I'll find myself again soon. I don't have any doubts. Not all who wander are lost. We are all just searching for our something(s) I suppose...

I'm not really myself lately. No wonder I'm just absurdly ranting on.
I suppose writing about absolutely nothing is better than not writing at all...