I try to be the best I can be. I try not to step on toes. I try to be kind and courteous. All I really aim for is to love and be loved in return. For the most part... it's a work in progress, but a work that I really care about that progresses every single day.
I've really come to the point in my life where the drama and the tension from others, or from certain situations that tends to creep up on me every so often... is just not something I want or need in my life.
I'm done trying to fix things that are really nothing but toxic messes. I'm done trying to prove to you or to anyone else that I am a good person. I'm done always hearing that you have a problem with me.
I've come to find and accept that I can't please everyone. Especially you.
I believe in a lot of things. And do you know what?
I believe in myself.
I do not think that's a bad thing. At all.
I just want to have fun! I want to be HAPPY!
I am on the pursuit of infinite and whole happiness. Kind of like those people who travel the world just to find themselves. Or those people who meditate to find inner peace.
...so maybe sitting cross legged for hours on end, with my eyes closed, and moaning isn't really my style.
It still doesn't mean that I can't still aim for that inner bliss.
I will be with whoever makes me happy. Is that such a crime?
If I get something, it's because I wanted it and I worked hard to get it.
Is that not right?
I will not waste my heart on things that are just waiting to hurt me.
No way... I'm happy where I am thank you very much.
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