Somethings Gotta Give...

It's an awful shame when someone you know becomes someone you once knew...
Especially someone who for a long time meant so much to you.
If they meant so much, then why is it the way it is now?
Pride. Rumors. Hurt Feelings. Disagreements.
Changes of Heart. More Pride. 

Just to name a few.

Is it always only going to be me who cares? Do I just care too much?
Am I always going to be the one who has to make the effort? The only effort.
Am I that easily forgettable or replaceable?
I don't like to think so, but somethings gotta give.


I'll always be the one to make everything okay. I'll always be the one who makes everything actually exist.
I'm okay with that. I'm the kind of person who can put her pride down and apologize for her faults, even if I don't receive an apology in return.
I will put my pride down. I will be the bigger person.

I do realize that maybe I should look at these situations differently. Maybe the reason I am the only one who cares enough to fix it is because I am the only one who cares at all...
I realize that this may very well be true.
I just pray it isn't. I really do.
It would kill me if it were.

I may care too much... but do you know what? I rather be the one who cares to much, than the one who doesn't care at all.

I'll always care. 

I'm proud of that.