We read about it. We hear about it. We see it on screens. We live it. The experience we get from watching it on a flat screen in the comfort of our own home is a lot different than going through it for real. It's heart wrenching actually...
I suppose if we did get everyone we loved, we wouldn't appreciate the idea of love. Not just the idea. We wouldn't appreciate the one person who actually loves us back. Or better yet, maybe there wouldn't even be a "true love" in this world... I believe in that sort of stuff. Now that would be tragic.
Would one just call it "not meant to be"? That's hardly fair... It may not be meant to be in one person's eyes, but in the other's it could mean everything.
I just look at it as... You want to be supported. I could support you. You want to be happy. I could make you happy. You want to be loved. I
But it's okay... I have a big enough heart to love even when It may not be returned. I'm okay with that.
I promised myself I would never rant on and on about boys or stupid teenage garbage that unfortunately surrounds me at times like a sea of nonsense, but I'm only human. Plus, I think this matter is different. It's not nonsense. It's real. We all live it. Even me.
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