Us Against The World...

So I'd like to introduce you to my best friend.

This is Nicole. She's blonde, beautiful, brilliant and athletic. The polar opposite of me. She's everything I've ever wanted to be. She's sensational.

She is my best friend in the whole entire world. We've been best friends since 7th grade. We were inseparable all throughout junior high always together, never apart. Then life began and we went on to high school. She went to Westranch, and I went to Valencia.
It was the hardest thing not having her by my side at every moment. We still went through freshman year somewhat together. Inseparable via text messages and weekend visits. I still was there for her for anything... Especially interrogating her unfortunate taste in boys, while she was still there supporting me through anything and everything...

Now we are both sixteen, and we both have very different lives.
We haven't seen each other since March. March 3rd to be exact. Her birthday. One day after mine.
We haven't gotten together or even talked in so long. We might as well be a world away. The terrible part is that she lives 2 minutes away.

I hate it. So much.

I wasn't there for her when she got her license or when she ran for ASB.
She didn't know when I was going through break-ups or when I made jazz.

It makes me sick inside. She's the one person in my life who I can tell anything to. She never judges me. She always knows what to say to me.
I'm the kind of person who goes insane when thoughts and feelings and emotions over occupy my mind. Sometimes you just need somebody to listen... to actually hear you. The only problem is that you can't unload your whole madness to just anyone. She was always my someone.

I am so sorry Cole. You are the most important person in the world to me. I would and will do anything for you. I am sorry for being such a terrible friend. Not texting you, or calling you, or coming over.

The funny thing is that when we do see each other, it will be like nothing has changed... I love that about us.
I love you so much. Don't ever forget that.
I'm so proud of you. Track, your 4.0 GPA, your wonderful boyfriend. (a good one this time)

Have a beautiful and safe time in Europe. PLEASE bring me back some European BOYS. The ones here are running my patience and heart thin.

I love you Cole. It will always be us against the world. I promise.

Love your best friend,

Meg<3