It's Okay...

A lot of tears today.
A lot of disappointment looming in my mind.
A lot of pain in my heart.
I try to stay positive.
I suffer in silence.

My whole world is music. My whole life is performing. It's all I know. It's all I can do. It's the only thing I can do right. The only thing.
I work so hard at it. Endless hours. The joy and passion and love I have for it is infinite. It is never ending. I worked very hard for this.


I suppose I must thank God for unanswered prayers.
A lot of unanswered prayers...
It is what is it. Everything happens for a reason. I know that life will be filled with rejection. I must stay positive. I won't let it get me down. I cried it out and now I'm moving right along. I call it the "Meghan Method". It works for me.

If I had to lose... atleast it was to the best.
...

Tomorrow is to be a wondrous day no matter what is on my mind. It is the first time I will perform an original song in public.
I wrote this certain song about a person I cared for immensely at one point in my life. He was something very special indeed. He may have never felt the same... but he inspired magic. Thank you.
I learn everyday that music can heal any wounds that one may have.
An antidote of beauty and grace.
Lending a hand of pure understanding and rapture to the wounded...

I can't win them all... It's alright.