I can't sleep. I can never sleep. This Summer... sleep has been a foreign language to me lost in nothing but desired want.
I wish I could sleep. I wish I could let everything rest. It's okay, though. I finally end up sleeping in the wee small hours of the morning...
My older brother doesn't sleep either. He never has. I can remember when he still lived here. When he was in high school. He never slept...
Does this mean I'm going to be more like Robbie? I wouldn't mind the intellect. I also wouldn't mind the nice vocabulary or writing skills he possesses.
Well tonight, or this morning actually, I had long intellectual conversations with a friend whose in Austria right now. I wish I was there. I wish I was anywhere. I want to travel the world. I want to visit new places and get lost in the world around me. Some day.
I also listened to a broad range of music tonight. From Adele to Stevie Wonder to Next To Normal.
Not to mention the lovely relationship I have with Netflix.
I decided to actually write and publish tonight. I can't even tell you how many unpublished posts I have from sleepless nights. I always refrained from posting in order to avoid a flood of never ending "Meghan Rants" in every one's feed.
But just for tonight... Here you go.
Dream Sweetly everyone.
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